Your Imaginary Friend Disappears

The Voice of Doom on the air once again at KZSU
Wed, 23 Jul 2003, 6pm-9pm PST

What I was up to

No plans to speak of, I strode into the studio with about 30 seconds to go, when the previous DJ was already wondering aloud on the mic about what had happened to me. But I am an experienced DJ who can cope with such situations without fail.

Coping mechanisms:

What you should *not* do is sound audibly out-of-breath, and babble incessantly about how you're about to lose it. Oh well.

soundbed/mix fodder

For this show, there was this one record I was constantly coming back to, mixing in little bits now and then:

Panicsville/Rubber-O-Cement - "?"
off of Pleasure Mechanism's Understudy
label: Nihilist (WARNING: shockwave bullshit)
These groups are some local electronic noise artists that I know very little about (despite the fact that I think I've heard them perform at an odd gallery event of sorts on Valencia St (on the north of 15th St end)...
I tried to enlighten myself with some web searches, but there are limits to the web design gaffs I'm willing to put up with (shockwave, javascript popups, bleh... ) Note to bands: consider web standards for your promotional pages. Save the "creativity" for the music, okay?
some Panicsville album reviews including this split 12
Panicsville website (WARNING javascript links).

In general I also had a lot of luck repeatedly hitting some cheap vinyl I've scored recently at thrift stores, garage sales, and so on... that list includes:

Egypt (U.A.R.) - ?
off of Music and Melodies of the Arab World
label: Arab Tunes
A mystery double album found at the Goodwill on Fillmore Street in San Francisco. Possibly a product of the Egyptian government, sold to tourists?
Used this as mix fodder quite often, along with Panicsville/Rubber Cement.
Antiqua Musica - "Edi Bethu - Anon (13th Century)"
off of Medieval and Renaissance Songs and Dances
label: The Everest Record Group
Slow march rhythm, choral lyrics about being "led to victory again".
One of the suprisingly excellent records I turned up for a buck at the Goodwill on Fillmore Street in SF.
Tommy Dorsey Orchestra - "Satan Takes a Holiday"
off of Satan Takes a Holiday
label: Decca
A seven inch I picked up at Amoeba for a buck just recently.
Frank Sinatra - "When We Were Young"
off of In the Wee Small Hours
label: Capitol
Garage sale grab from a few months back.

The kickoff

Imperial Teen - "Ivanka"
off of On
label: Merge Records
Kihlstedt, Carla - "Empty Cupboard"
off of 2 Foot Yard
label: Tzadik Records
The previous DJ, Hannah really liked the segue into this. I wasn't so sure myself at the time, but on tape it sounds okay. Both have a fast, bouncey quality to them, though the Imperial Teen is poppier about it...
Simple Minds - "Shake Off the Ghosts"
off of Sparkle in the Rain
label: A&M
I am not sure why I played this track at this point. Not that it sounded bad, but I pretty sure I was thinking about something that I've forgotten about now.

Brace yourself

Abstractions - "Your Eyes Taste Like Steel"
off of Ars Vivende
label: Edgetone
Incredibly noisy, thrashy sax and distorted vocal screaming. Grind core improv jazz fusion?
Not the Abstractions track I meant to play in this slot actually, but what the hell...
Clock DVA - "Delta Machines"
off of Digital Soundtracks
label: Contempo
The classic Clock DVA sound... computery sounding industrial dance with slightly ominous technophilic vocal samples... something about the rise of sentient machines (which bring about a measurable change, i.e. "delta").
"I have no doubt we could be engineered much -- better."
Meehan, Rosenberg, Shiurba, Sperry - "Portland One"
off of Portland & Seattle 1999
label: Limited Sedition
Interesting subdubed squeaks and banging...
I got nervous about it not being enough of a "wall of sound" to work in this set, but it builds up, fills in, and sounds pretty good to my ears. Another triumph of the Limited Sediton label...
Near the end I started layering in this spoken word piece:
Olive Tree Fire, the - "Galway Kinnell"
off of Poems not Fit for the Whitehouse
label: Not in Our Name
Reading of Walt Whitman, and a piece of Galway Kinnell's own.
Backstory: A poetry reading at the Whitehouse was canceled when they realized the poets were planning on doing lots of anti-war messages. So this event was put together as an alternate venue for them to vent, and this double-CD set commemorates the event.
Ah, poetry with political substance to it, sounds good? The downside is that this live event has the usual strident, annoying tone of left-wing political rallies. It made it hard to use these two tracks, there's all sorts of introductory spinach and applause I was trying to trim on the fly.
Bastien, Pierre - "Odovinyl"
off of Musiques Paralloidres
label: Lowlands
Really interesting release that I keep coming back to. Pierre Bastien does mixes of sampled loops of other music, but does creates the loops using mechanical means: simple gadgets that sit on top of a record, gently pick up the tone arm and move it back a little. Doesn't usually have the skippy sound of record manipulation music.
War Crime - "Anne Waldman"
off of Poems not Fit for the Whitehouse
label: Not in Our Name
Another reading of Walt Whitman.

It makes sense to me, really...

Antiqua Musica - "Edi Bethu - Anon (13th Century)"
off of Medieval and Renaissance Songs and Dances
label: The Everest Record Group
Slow march rhythm, choral lyrics about being "led to victory again".
One of the suprisingly excellent records I turned up for a buck at the Goodwill on Fillmore Street in SF.
Fad Gadget - "Plainsong"
off of Under the Flag
label: Mute
Oddball track, reminded me of David Bowie doing a showtune, with a bit of a medieval sound.
Lyrics sounded all too much like stuff I'm likely to say: "I can hardly wait to leave this place, the people seem to revel in their own bad taste"; "Amplified with emptiness... glorified with mindlessness..."
New Pornographers - "Testament to Youth in Verse"
off of Electric Version
label: Matador Records
I let this kick way too loud... a lot of CDs are recorded so hot these days, I should really stop trying to get away without a level check.
Maybe a bit too poppy, but the subject is anti-pop, and ties in well thematically with the previous track.
"Keep our hands to ourselves, Keep our minds on the sun/ If you go looking for a testament to youth in verse"
"Maybe it's not all right"
"The bells ring: no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no"
Antiqua Musica - "Saltarello - Anon (14th Century)"
off of Medieval and Renaissance Songs and Dances
label: Everest Record Group
Eh, bit of gap there, but what the hell. No one notices the loose segues as much as the DJ does.
This is in fact the second half of the track that I led off with: they put two songs in the one cut, I'm not sure why.... but it gave me an opportunity to come back to the beginning and yet advance, and that's pretty much *the* basic narrative structure...
A really strange rhythm, with a chorus that almost sounds like a monkey chant.

This was a weirdly shaky mic break, not sure why. Not even the wet dog that ran into the control room and had me start petting him helped calm me down. I was afraid the entire show might have sounded like that from what the Dangerbabe was telling me...

set up

Angels of Light - "Rose of Los Angeles"
off of Everything is Good Here/Please Come Home
label: Young Gods Records
Aislers Set, the - "Catherine Says"
off of How I Learned to Write Backwards
label: Suicide Squeeze
Positive Knowledge - "In One Heart"
off of Live in New York
label: Edgetone Records 699363

yet another set

Dengue Fever - "Lost in Laos"
off of Dengue Fever
label: Web of Mimicry 710244
Greco, Juliette - "Les Feuilles Mortes"
off of Les Plus Grandes Chansons de Juliette Greco
label: Coppelia Olivia
Crime & the City Solution - "The Adversary"
off of Until the End of the World
label: Warner Brothers (Modern) 29809
At the end of this track I went off into a mix of...
Panicsville/Rubber Cement - ?
off of Pleasure Mechanism's Understud
label: Nihilist 577649
A split 12 inch... I think. One of those arty packages with confusing packaging.
Egypt (U.A.R.) - ?
off of Music and Melodies of the Arab World
label: Arab Tunes
A mystery double album found at the Goodwill on Fillmore Street in San Francisco. Possibly a product of the Egyptian government, sold to tourists?

The Green Number 6 Set

What can a DJ do when they are totally losing it? This DJ runs through the A-file and grabs CDs with green colored spines, and plays track number 6 off of each of them.

Hedningarna - "Ukkonen"
off of 1989-2003
label: Northside
Track 6
"a shifting cast of swedes and finns, who have produced five albums worth of nordic delicassies"
Pachora - "Howl"
off of Astereotypical
label: Winter & Winter
Track 6
Downtown New York klezmer band with some stellar muscians who are largely wasted on this project, in my opinion
Welch, Gillian - "No One Knows My Name"
off of Soul Journey
label: Acony Records
Track 6
Lost Sounds - "Remote Control"
off of Demos II
label: On/On Switch
Track 6
Panicsville/Rubber Cement - "?"
off of Pleasure Mechanism's Understud
label: Nihilist
? - "2"
off of RRR-100
label: Rrrecords
I played a large number of things, rapidly in sucession off of this release, using the Panicsville/Rubbercement 12" to help cover the sounds of needle drops. (Actually, I guess I was riding the slider with my left and dropping the needle with my right, but I wasn't always getting the slider down all the way...)
I don't actually know that I was playing it's close to impossible to know which track you selected on this 7", which is a collection of 100 locked grooves.

The empty set

Elliott, Ronny - "Poets and Scientists"
off of Hep
label: Blue Heart Records
(I continued messing with Panicville and RRR-100 throughout this set....)
Clock DVA - "Chemical"
off of Digital Soundtracks
label: Contempo
Eh... this track turns out to be fairly basic technoy dance music, not as good as most stuff on this CD. So I started looking for other stuff to mix into it, and came back to...
Egypt (U.A.R.) - ?
off of Music and Melodies of the Arab World
label: Arab Tunes
Frank Sinatra - "When We Were Young"
off of In the Wee Small Hours
label: Capitol
Clock DVA - "Delta Machines"
off of Digital Soundtracks
label: Contempo
(or at least I think I was playing Delta Machines again)
DoomVox - ""
out of My Pocket Notebook
label:
A little too quiet and indistinct, I think... got to learn to project a little more.
Thirteenth Floor Elevators - "Dr. Doom"
off of Bull of the Woods
label: Charly Records
At least I finally played this on the air without stomping on the introduction "Dear Dr. Doom, Read your recent letter, Dear Dr. Doom, Hope you're feeling better --"
One of my favorite songs, for a lot of reasons: "we won't join in savoirs/we are each one different/ we will join in wonders/when we are each one whole"

n minus one

Vidna Obmana - "Duality of Passion"
off of Spore
label: Relapse Records
Mixed in lots of short little tracks with this:
Lost Sounds - "Random Signals"
off of Demos Ii
label: On/On Switch 707857
and...
Abstractions - "that hideous beauty"
off of ars vivende
label: edgetone
and...
Abstractions - "amerikia not beautiful"
off of ars vivende
label: edgetone
and...
Abstractions - "Universal fLaw"
off of Ars Vivende
label: Edgetone
Tommy Dorsey Orchestra - "Satan Takes a Holiday"
off of Satan Takes a Holiday
label: Decca
A seven inch I picked up at Amoeba for a buck just recently.
Fad Gadget - "Wheels of Fortune"
off of Under the Flag
label: Mute

in spite of itself

Pachora - "Push"
off of Astereotypical
label: Winter & Winter
I actually don't like this band that much... I think Chris Speed does some of the dullest, cliched klezmer clarinet I've ever heard... on the other hand there are some great muscians in the band, notably Skuli Sverisson on percussion and electronics.
The KZSU review described this track as "industrial folk", which leaves me somewhat astonished for reasons I will not get into except that it leaves me wondering if the reviewer was listening to my show ten years ago.
Tracy, Jill - "just the other side of pain"
off of diabolical streak
label: slieght of hand particulars
Abstractions - "heart of midnight"
off of Ars Vivende
label: edgetone
Orchestra of the National Music Institute, Seoul - "Kagok"
off of Korean Court Music
label: Lyrichord
Mixed with:
Panicsville - "Happy Haunting (Taper with B"
off of Pleasure Mechanism's Understud
label: Nihilist 577649
Egypt (U.A.R.) - "Kanoon"
off of Music and Melodies of the Arab World
label: Arab Tunes
Movietone - "In a Marine Light"
off of Blossom Filled Streets, the
label: Drag City 564601

Closing track

Pain Teens - "Living Hell"
off of Stimulation Festival
label: (Unknown)

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