[PREV - TRICK_OF_ATTENTION]    [TOP]

BURST_OF_ROSE


                                        April 8, 2003  
                                         
Late for the poetry             
reading, I balk at                      BOLTHOLES 
the crowd overflowing                     
on to the stairs, and                                                
instead just wander                                                     
the aisles.                       At "City Lights".  Call me        
                                  a name dropper, I don't care.         
Nothing tips me over the                                            
edge -- I keep my sales                                           
resistance up, even for                                                     
that pamphlet in defense          (But who am I fooling?  I'm                
of Sartre.                        going back for it.  Might as            
                                  well get it over with tonight.)         
                                                                      
A late touch of sunset
in the sky sends me
climbing up Telegraph
Hill.
         
      I detour up an alley I'd          
      never noticed before. It's          
      a staircase climb, then a 
      turn to the right. At the          
      turn is a strange court:          
      car ports under a small   
      building, with a wooden             
      balcony that overlooks the
      hills of North Beach.     
                                      
                             San Francisco's 
                             geography defies
                             words.    

   
I ran up two blocks of 45 degree incline,    
and then up some even steeper stairs:    
the long straight climb along the south face. 
   
                            At the top I find new 
                            staircases built into 
  My thigh muscles          the back of Telegraph 
  go blank, it gets         hill, formalizing a   
  hard to keep from         shortcut to the crest.                  
  huffing loudly and                                                       
  distracting the                  And even I                              
  tourists.                        will not gripe   
                                   at this                                  
     Who are already               improvement.     
     eyeing me                                                           
     surreptitiously:                            Erosion's a real threat 
     long hair, black                            on a heavily trafficked 
     leather jacket,                             hill, and I've seen     
     black combat pants.                         worse constructions than
                                                 these rough bordered    
                                                 stone/concrete steps.   
                                                                         
                                                 Even though each step is
                                                 emblazoned with the name
                                                 of a contributor...     
                                                 desperate to be known   
                                                 for how desperate they  
The sky is clear, the dark strata                are to be known.        
haze down low and far out to sea.                   
                                        (For once.) 
Just a few thin streaks of red   
slash the sky behind the bridge.         
                                         
A streak of cirrus rides high in                                     
the sky, another parallel in this      Even worse:                            
composition of parallels.              the geography 
                                       of the sky. 
                                                                          
The distant buildings have all
gone a dark blue gray, yellow
lit windows just beginning to
outshine them.
                                                                           

People snap photos              
of each other                
against the ocean.                                              
                                                         
   I plan a photoshoot of 
   my own: clad in black,       The City Seal on the       
   climbing around the rim      side of the trash bin is
   of Coit Tower.               turned to the wall, but 
                                otherwise (because of   
                                this?) has been left    
                                unmolested.             
                                                        
Then I'm off, scrambling           No graffiti, mud, or 
down the staircases in             signs of fading.     
search of Italian food.


           Running down the steep streets, 
           I plunge through a burst of rose
           smell from a garden wall, and   
           think "All these moments will be
           lost --"                        
        
           Too bad that's been sampled so often.   



I scrounge about, determined to find Ravioli for less
than $10, and only beat that by five cents.

--------
[NEXT - BOLTHOLES]