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                                              March 21, 2006                     
                                                                                 
The lone car parked across the                                                   
street has a parking ticket on                                                   
it's windshield, which tells me   Tomorrow is                                    
that it's Tuesday morning.        Dan Leone day.    (But I have                  
                                                    a radio show                 
                                                    to do this                   
  Less than a week out of the                       afternoon.)                  
  commuting life, and I'm                                                        
  already back to my old ways                                                    
  of reckoning time.                                                             
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
  There are various ways to think about                                          
  this dot-dash pattern of my existence...                                       
                                                                                 
  One is that I work for someone else                                            
  for long enough to acquire some                                                
  capital, and then I begin "investing       And working on                      
  in myself", and go back to developing      my own ideas.     But for           
  new skills.                                Hustling for a    me "big"          
                                             big score?        is just           
                                                               big enough        
  Another way of looking at it, though,                        that I don't      
  is that I'm "taking my retirement                            need to           
  in installments", rather than doing                          work for          
  it at the end of my life...                                  someone           
                                                               else again...     
     Which brings us to the "Travis McGee"                                       
     character, one of the more famous                     (Though               
     creations of John D. MacDonald.                       that's not            
                                                           really true...        
     I seem to be                                          the real trouble      
     re-reading the       WASTES                           is that I'm
     first of these                                        after something       
     at the moment,                                        more than money.)     
     not for the                                                                 
     first time, but                                                             
     for the first                                                               
     time in a long     Whose name now seems                                     
     time: "The Deep    embarassingly like                                       
     Blue Good-By".     "The Long Goodbye"                                       
     (1964)                                                                      
                                                                                 
     It's no                                                                     
     exaggeration                                                                
     to say that                                                                 
     I was                                                                       
     enthralled by                                                               
     these books                                                                 
     when I was          IN_A_BLUE_HAZE        
     young teenager.                                                             
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
  It's rare for me to re-read a                                                  
  book that I loved and find it                                                  
  fall flat, but this one gets                                                   
  pretty close.                                                                  
                                                                                 
  There are constant bids at                                                     
  serious commentary throughout                                                  
  that seem too shallow to take                                                  
  seriously; it is, to use an                                                    
  overused and abused term:        Just to give you an idea,                     
  "pretentious".  Overwrought.     a collection of quotes:                       
  Says things too many times.                                                    
  Goes on after he's put the          DEEP_BLUE_Q 
  point across.                                                                  
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                      Style: there's that staccatto                              
                      rhythm, and excess of                                      
                      cleverness that now seems like                             
                      a dated sixties affectation.                               
                                                                                 
                      It reminds of Zelazny's "Lord of                           
                      Light"... not to mention magazine                          
                      ad copy.                                                   
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
                                                                                 
  But what I wanted to say,          And also, I        CYBER_ROOTS
  was that in a lot of ways          wanted to make                              
  these books brought me             the point that                              
  back to humanity...                MacDonald                          Note: he       
                                     himself was                        started        
  Travis McGee kills, but            quite                              in             
  doesn't like to kill,              influential:                       1945           
  in fact he finds it                                                   in the         
  nauseating, and is                       We're allowed to cite        pulps,         
  inclined to go on for                    only Hammet, Chandler,       and wrote      
  paragraphs talking                       James M. Cain...  but        until          
  about the enormity of                    when you read any modern     1984...        
  the act.  He manages                     adventure novel, and                        
  to get across the                        you'll find John D.                        
  *reality* of death.                      MacDonald's voice.             
                                                                          
  And myself, when I                       Possibly, MacDonald           
  was thirteen, I                          was ignored because
  don't think I quite                      of his attempts at
  got this before         I sometimes      being positive,
  reading these           think there      because of his
  books, and it might     are a lot of     *earnestness*...
  have taken me           people who       
  longer if I hadn't.     still                       Note that:
                          haven't                     MacDonald has his
  Previously I'd          gotten the                  Travis McGee
  been sold on a          word.                       character express
  kind of "tough                                      a profound
  guy" ideal, a             Monsters                  distrust of
  sneer at the value        faking                    earnestness.
  of human life --          humanity.      
  or the other guy's                                  A point
  life, at any rate.                                  MacDonald was
                                                      sensitive about?
                                                      Or perhaps
     Example: I had the                               there's
     vague thought that                               something more
     if I wanted to kill                              subtle there:
     someone it would be                              MacDonald wants
     a good idea to do                                us to see that
     it while I was still    C.S. Forrester           he's not McGee.
     legally a minor.        calls this the
                             "callousness of               Or maybe there's
         Yet another         youth".                       some joke here
         example of the                                    about the importance
         need to feel           Perhaps it's               of not being
         superior, a            not unusual.               earnest.
         holding above.                    
                                                           And speaking
                                                           of "earnestness"
Now the introductions,                                     I am afraid that
which I've saved for last:                                 I must mention
                                                           Spider Robinson,
Travis McGee calls himself a                               with apologies:
"salvage consultant": he is a                              Robinson is one
last resort for those who                                  of the few to
have been robbed.                                          cite MacDonald
                                                           as an influence.
He goes after the thieves                  
and steals back what was                                      It was perhaps
stolen-- his standard                                         not a good
recovery fee is half the                                      influence.
value of the recovered                     
property.                                  
                                           
He works roughly 6 months                  
on 6 months off, which he            Living
calls "taking my retirment           by halves?
in installments", a                        
live-for-the-moment                        
philosophy he rationalizes                 
by professing to believe                   
that his work is too                       
dangerous to expect that                   
he'll reach old age.                       
                                    BRONSON
He lives on a large houseboat              
berthed in Ft. Lauderdale,                 
Florida, which he won in a                     This boat is apparently
poker game (a story repeated                   insanely large.  In the
in nearly every story).                        first novel a dancer friend
                                               of his is working on some
              Maybe the idea is that he's      choreography in his living
              not the kind of person who       room.  Is that a joke?
              would actually buy           
              something this excessive.    
                                           
                                           
He has doomed relationships with sensitive,
serious women, and consoles himself with   
flings with party girls who are just oh so 
shallow, leaving him feeling guilty and    
degraded about all this, because he is of  
course not as shallow and trashy as the party
girls he manages to force himself to have sex     You can tell they're
with.                                             trashy by their
                                                  southern accents.
But that prefunctory                       
piece of schtick was                       
actually relatively                                  Florida, to me at
unusual for it's time...                             least (and going just
                                                     by reputation) sounds
Not only does he feel                                like a pretty trashy
guilty about killing                                 locale: retirees,
people, he feels                                     sleazy college kids
degraded by casual sex.                              and obnoxious cops.
                                           
                                                     I'd guess that in the
   There's a certain groping                         early 60s it still had the
   here toward a philosophy of                       glow of "vacation
   sex-as-an-expression-of-love,                     paradise" about it...
   a notion that there's                   
   supposed to be a spiritually            
   uplifiting component to the             
   "human sexual act", as opposed          
   to the merely "animal".                 
                                           
   Does that sound obvious and/or trite?   
   But check the record: I think this idea 
   was being invented around then...  and
   one of the early popularizers, if not
   inventors, was MacDonald.

        Previously, the "why
        just not fuck around?"       EXCUSES
        question had a
        different answer.



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