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DERANGEMENT
WAR_AND_PEACE
Quoting from Tolstoy's
"War and Peace" (1865-1869):
Everything seemed so futile and insignificant
in comparison with the stern and solemn train
of thought that weakness from loss of blood,
suffering, and the nearness of death, aroused
in him. Looking into Napoleon's eyes Prince
Andrew thought of the insignificance of
greatness, the unimportance of life which no
one could understand, and the still greater
unimportance of death, the meaning of which no
one alive could understand or explain.
Book III, Chapter XIX, p.385 (WC)
His mind was not in a normal state. A healthy man
usually thinks of, feels, and remembers, innumerably
things simultaneously, but has the power and the will
to select one sequence of thoughts or events on which
to fix his whole attention. A healthy man can tear
himself away from the deepest reflections to say a
civil word to some one who comes in, and can then
return again to his own thoughts. But Prince
Andrew's mind was not in a normal state in this
respect. All the powers of his mind were more active
and clearer than ever, but they acted apart from his
will. Most diverse thoughts and images occupied him
simultaneously. At times his brain suddenly began to
work with a vigour, clearness, and depth it had never
reached when he was in health, but suddenly in the
midst of its work it would turn to some unexpected
idea and he had not the strength to turn it back
again.
Book XI, Chapter XXXII, p. 133-134 (WC)
((Pierre's faith in his earlier madness: Book XV, Chapter XIX, p.414 (WC) ))
((Respect for an older version of yourself?))
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