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February 24, 2004
On New Year's Day, my sister took the initiative
to set up an expedition to Manhattan, to go to This was an event
the St. Mark's Poetry Project marathon reading. that she and I and
the recently departed
Toadkeeper once
went to together.
TOADKEEPER
This is really a pretty cool event, and
it's pretty silly that I'd been ignoring
it in recent years. The way it goes is
that hundreds of poets volunteer to do
short readings in St. Mark's church from
around 2pm to 2am, and this attracts an
audience of thousands. This is probably
the biggest poetry event in the United
States, and in general the poetry is quite
good, the poets do excellent readings, and
if need be you can always get up and take
a break... though myself, I get anxious
about missing something if I go away for
too long.
It helps that you can duck into the back room
to get some food, coffee and assorted bakery The poetry from the front
products (not to mention piles of different room is piped in on a PA,
volumes of poetry, for about $3 each). but usually there's too
much other stuff going on
This back room is also the back stage, there to listen to it.
where the off-duty poets hang around.
(Someone on stage was joking
around about how the back
stage scene was great, it was
like being on the TV show
"Fame".)
One thing about this event is that it does help
reassure that New York hasn't completely lost
it... suddenly you find your self emersed in
this huge crowd of more-or-less boho people; and
at the very least my long hair and leather
jacket don't seem quite so incredibly out of
place.
A popular theme that night was whining about the
yuppification of New York, with which I can sympathise.
But even more popular was proudly declaring
one's determination to work on getting Bush out
of office; and I have to say I found that
schtick more than a little irritating -- sure,
*I'd* like to see Bush lose the next election,
but what if I didn't? Are Republicans not
welcome at poetry readings? Even though my
politics and theirs happened to be similar, this
unconscious assumption that we *had* to be
similar was repellent; casual assumptions of
tribal unity always drive me away.
But even though I had a plane flight out the
next morning, I wasn't going to leave too early,
because I didn't want to miss seeing Patti Smith
read at 11pm or so... I figured I might be there
until around midnight.
I was making yet another coffee and brownie run
back stage, and as I turned away from the
folding-table-of-plenty, I became dimly
conscious of someone looking at me over on my
left.
I glance over at the woman, she looks
away, and I realize that this was Patti
Smith herself.
I hadn't thought about it much, but
I had some dim notion that for Patti
Smith, they were going to have to
come up with some version of the
Star Treatment, if only to find a
broom closet for her to hide in; but
there she was out with the rest of
the gang, and if I was the sort who And why didn't I?
gushes at celebrities, I could have
gone over and opened the faucet. Patti Smith herself
was completely
As it was, I walk off with a mild glow unabashed about
at the thought that Patti Smith had been running up to
checking me out... celebrities she
admired...
Returning to the main room, I
find the path down the left isle (Patti Smith:
is totally blocked with people beat but not bashed.)
sitting around on the floor, and
so I look for another way
around, and end up squeezing Clearly I had not
between audience and stage to learned the lessons
get to a center isle that I'd of the Master.
never noticed before... this
route was just unpopular enough
that I find some great seats
standing open there, and I end
up in 6th row center, with only
a few more readings to go...
Patti Smith comes out and
oh-so-humbly announces that
she's going to read something
she "writ" that morning, and she
guessed she must have written it
for us, because she knew where
she was going, though she's not
quite so sure what the thing is
that she's going to read...
And what she went off into a long piece
written in the first person plural with
lines like:
boys twisted the necks of their guitars,
and sang of the future
but then they died of cancer ...
we broke our mother's hearts
and then made it up to them,
but we became ourselves ...
God is within you.
It's a long road,
in our holy coats of black ...
This is *your* story.
And what she was reading was no
less than the creation myth of a
people. A creation myth of
*us*, of our people. She fuses And I go out into the streets,
the audience together, and at and decide I need to write some
last I'm willing to admit that notes about all this before I
I'm one of them. I feel a deep return to the hotel room.
sense of identification with the
group -- shallow political I have trouble finding a place to
rants, and all. call home, but I turn up a pizza
joint with a handwritten sign in
the window offering a cup of Dahl
for $2.50.
I scribble in my pocket
notebook...
And wonder about the crowd
of clean-scrubbed college
kids I'm surrounded by.
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